Monsters and Masks.

Green scenery, blue lagoons
Momentous steps, high walls
Crushing words, self esteem
Holidays, infinite numbers

Resolutions, decrees
Relics of times, traces washed
Unchanged statues, personal wellbeing
Release me, save us

Mutinous sounds, personal growth
You think of me differently, I look at you the same
Constant spells, frantic motions
Shadowing eagles, slow days

Music and food, kingdom of ghosts
Theories erased, verses inked
Wires of thorn, elegies composed
Bury me, take me home

Sleepless Minds.

The feeling you get when things go right. The feeling you get when you remember something that bothers you. The feeling you get when you look at the clock and time is not moving. The feeling you get when things don't make any sense. The feeling you get when you get out of the shower smelling so good. The feeling you get when you have that first sip of a warm cup of tea. The feeling you get when your foot touches the ground as you get out of bed. The feeling you get when the calendar reminds you of a date that in years before you used to count the days for. The feeling you get when the sun shines on you. The feeling you get when you sweat. The feeling you get when you have a lot of money. The feeling you get when you drive in empty streets. The feeling you get when you eat fresh bread out of the oven. The feeling you get when your team scores the winning goal. The feeling you get when your lips are wet. The feeling you get when tears form in the corner of your eyes. The feeling you get when you listen to music without lyrics. The feeling you get when you sleep at the beach. The feeling you get when you get on a plane and fasten your seat-belt. The feeling you get when you look at thin and fat pictures from your youth. The feeling you get when you remember happy times. The feeling you get when you feel abused. The feeling you get when you drink fresh lemon juice. The feeling you get when you watch an old movie. The feeling you get when you eat too much sweets. The feeling you get on a Friday morning. The feeling you get when you no longer feel wanted. The feeling you get when old clothes fit you. The feeling you get when you can't go to the bathroom. The feeling you get when you compromise. The feeling you get when you pay the cheque knowing that you just wasted a ton of cash. The feeling you get when you help someone in need. The feeling you get when you wake up at 4 am to pray. The feeling you get when you are disgusted by everyone around you. The feeling you get when you check the wall for your grades. The feeling you get when your bestfriend turns out to be gay. The feeling you get when you buy your first car. The feeling you get when you wake up thirsty and a moment after you go back to sleep. The feeling you get after a loud sneeze. The feeling you get when everything seems so easy for everyone except you. The feeling you get when you laugh at something and wishing other people were there to share that specific moment with you. The feeling you get when you throw the first punch. The feeling you get when you like someone who doesn't know you exist. The feeling you get when you write to no-one. The feeling you get when someone lies to you. The feeling you get when you have a cold. The feeling you get when you hug the sand. The feeling you get when you want to change jobs yet not knowing what is the job you want. The feeling you get when all foods taste the same. The feeling you get when you know you're missed. The feeling you get when your fart stinks. The feeling you get when you are mistaken. The feeling you get when you know there's hope but you can't see it. The feeling you get when you're working against deadlines. The feeling you get when you attend funerals. The feeling you get when you see paralysed children. The feeling you get when you reach home after a long day. The feeling you get when you watch someone sleeping. The feeling you get when you twist your ankle. The feeling you get when you wear gloves in winter. The feeling you get when you miss the train. The feeling you get when you know that life won't offer no more. The feeling you get when no one understands you. The feeling you get when you receive an SMS from someone you love. The feeling you get when you disappear and no one asks about you. The feeling you get when you watch happy people. The feeling you get when you stalk someone online. The feeling you get when you wish for death yet afraid to die. The feeling you get when you're judged according to how much money you make. The feeling you get when you change seats. The feeling you get when you buy new shoes. The feeling you get when more is actually less. The feeling you get when it's time to go. The feeling you get when things go wrong.

I Hate the Past.

I want to kick the past in the balls
I want to shoot the past
I want to forget about the past
I want to own the past
I want to conquer the past
I want to demolish the past
I want to spit the past out
I want to destroy the past
I want to burn down the past
I want to lock the past and throw the key in the ocean
I want to set the past free, and then murder every bit of it