Fix You.

Hey angry woman
I'm coming home to you
I know you're waiting
Anticipating all my love

Every time, you're the first to fight
I am your flash of light
You're just too loud
Is there something bothering you?

I spent the night out, intergalactic
Hoping for a chance to see you
All I do is think of you
Wanted you to know
My days of playing are over

The writing is on the wall
An angry boy, bitter
Maybe, insane too?
Living on secrets and pain
We both know you don't belong

Hey angry woman
I'm coming home to you
I know you're waiting
Anticipating all my love

I wish you would take a step back
I wish we can cut the lies, and all the ties
And if we're not meant to see each other again
I would understand, yes I will

I took a walk out in the world
The tech life had me going
All that's changed, now
You're the only angry woman I want to be we with

I've been knowing, and I've been watching over you
Finally, my mind is made up
I've only ever cared for you in this world
Time, is never time at all

Hey angry woman
I'm coming home to you
I know you're waiting
Anticipating all my love

Is all well over there?
Are we going to code?
Does anyone know?
What are they doing there?

All of our friends have left us
We've been dismissed
Who ever thought it would come to this?
I want you to know

You're the kind of girl I want to die by
It took me forever to realise
I've come a long way but ending up nowhere, so far
Oh, sugar! I need you by my side

Hey angry woman
I'm coming home to you
I know you're waiting
Anticipating all my love

Everyone I know has a reason
To say, to believe, to put the past away
All of us must face our demons
Maybe, baby

Today, can you come late?
We need to put the past away
And if we're not meant to see each other again
I would understand, yes I will

Gee; one month!

One month passed
We meet again

One month passed
We reunite

One month passed
BCM

One month passed
I am there, you're here

One month passed
Wasted

One month passed
No actions

One month passed
No interest

One month passed
Quiet

One month passed
The next one continues

And the Embers Never Fade.

How times change? How life repays you? It's funny, I know. I can't help it myself, but every single time something unexpected happens, it is more or less, 'expected'.

Nothing fazes me anymore, yet everything amazes me. I have been living in a dilemma, probably for the past thirty years. Thirty? Did I just say thirty? For the past few years I've been living with the notion that I am dying young. As a kid, I thought I will definitely live over a hundred years, but ever after turning twenty five and I knew I am dying young. Everyday I wake up thinking this is going to be my last. Every day! My actions during the day never reflected on my beliefs, because in spite of fearing dying, still, your mind comprehends a little, and the sinner in you keeps pushing you towards more sins. Yet, I never thought I will make it to thirty.

Let's make a toast to life. I am no longer going to think about death, nor will I think about living till thirty one. My time to come will all be about being a good Muslim, human, son, brother, friend, and hopefully a father one day.

Let's party!