A State of Mind.

Losing my identity
Like vapour from a kettle
Switching off all the time
Like a bad music channel on TV

Feeling useless
Sometimes helpless
Passionless to be honest
Pleading innocent

My true colours are vivid
Just like my friends who betrayed me
I always wonder if it's payback time
Behold; I did the same to many

I don't have a clear plan
I never had one
It's not always black and white
Let's try to find out the beauty of grey