Struggle.

A small thing can do wonders
Happiness, joy and satisfaction
Free time kills the passion in you
Quench the ultimate taboos

Words spoken no longer heard
Little things no longer mean
Impression awaits at the end
A big man's talk is not advisory

The past I never lived intrigues me
Side by side, support and abide
I don't know if it's you or me
Deciding fate leads to misery

Twenty Eight but little achieved
Dazzling I thought it would be
My time is precious now, countless
Twenty Nine, will I see you shine?